? Dear Hubs – I’ve been thinking a lot about you this week. And, to be honest, I have mixed emotions.
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? Not about you – I’m *fully* excited to meet fun, talented, sweet, ambitious YOU!
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??? No, my mixed emotions are a variety of what I’m experiencing in the natural vs. what I’m believing for in the supernatural.
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????My desires and my current reality have been butting heads this week, and I’ve been feeling disheartened, frustrated, and in that “Ugh – I wish I didn’t want this!” space.
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?️But, I DO want this.
?️I want you.
?️I want our marriage.
?️I want our life together.
?️I want our growth, and impact, and love.
?️I want our conversations, and our business, and our long walks on the beach (yep, cliché AND genuine).
?️I want our goofy inside jokes, our workouts, and our intimate experiences that are only for the two of us.
?️I want YOU
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?I choose you?
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↗️ This week has made me want you even more, and I can’t decide if I’m excited by, or fearful of, a deepened desire that hasn’t yet come to pass ????
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? I want to choose excitement. I do ? But….well, let’s just say, thank God (truly) for dear girlfriends ? who’ve spent time praying over me and believing for me when I just can’t quite grasp the full magnificence of God’s promise of ?YOU? in my life.
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When you meet @jmaylove and @sdtammyn, you can thank them ?
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? We’re all excited to meet YOU!
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Loving you already. Wildly and deeply.
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? your (future) wife
Dear, Husband (March 30, 2021 edition)
