๐Ÿ’— Dear Hubs – Iโ€™ve been thinking a lot about you this week. And, to be honest, I have mixed emotions.
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๐Ÿ– Not about you – Iโ€™m *fully* excited to meet fun, talented, sweet, ambitious YOU!
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๐Ÿ™ƒ๐Ÿคช๐Ÿ˜‘ No, my mixed emotions are a variety of what Iโ€™m experiencing in the natural vs. what Iโ€™m believing for in the supernatural.
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๐Ÿคœ๐Ÿง ๐Ÿ’—๐Ÿค›My desires and my current reality have been butting heads this week, and Iโ€™ve been feeling disheartened, frustrated, and in that โ€œUgh – I wish I didnโ€™t want this!โ€ space.
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๐Ÿ”น๏ธBut, I DO want this.
๐Ÿ”น๏ธI want you.
๐Ÿ”น๏ธI want our marriage.
๐Ÿ”น๏ธI want our life together.
๐Ÿ”น๏ธI want our growth, and impact, and love.
๐Ÿ”น๏ธI want our conversations, and our business, and our long walks on the beach (yep, clichรฉ AND genuine).
๐Ÿ”น๏ธI want our goofy inside jokes, our workouts, and our intimate experiences that are only for the two of us.
๐Ÿ”น๏ธI want YOU
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๐Ÿ‘‰I choose you๐Ÿ‘ˆ
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โ†—๏ธ This week has made me want you even more, and I canโ€™t decide if Iโ€™m excited by, or fearful of, a deepened desire that hasnโ€™t yet come to pass ๐Ÿ˜„๐Ÿ˜…๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿค”
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๐Ÿ˜ I want to choose excitement. I do ๐Ÿ‘ Butโ€ฆ.well, letโ€™s just say, thank God (truly) for dear girlfriends ๐Ÿ™ whoโ€™ve spent time praying over me and believing for me when I just canโ€™t quite grasp the full magnificence of Godโ€™s promise of ๐Ÿ’ŽYOU๐Ÿ’Ž in my life.
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When you meetย @jmayloveย andย @sdtammyn, you can thank them ๐Ÿ˜‰
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๐Ÿ˜ƒ Weโ€™re all excited to meet YOU!
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Loving you already. Wildly and deeply.
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๐Ÿ’‹ your (future) wife