💗 Dear Hubs – I’ve been thinking a lot about you this week. And, to be honest, I have mixed emotions.
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🖐 Not about you – I’m *fully* excited to meet fun, talented, sweet, ambitious YOU!
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🙃🤪😑 No, my mixed emotions are a variety of what I’m experiencing in the natural vs. what I’m believing for in the supernatural.
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🤜🧠💗🤛My desires and my current reality have been butting heads this week, and I’ve been feeling disheartened, frustrated, and in that “Ugh – I wish I didn’t want this!” space.
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🔹️But, I DO want this.
🔹️I want you.
🔹️I want our marriage.
🔹️I want our life together.
🔹️I want our growth, and impact, and love.
🔹️I want our conversations, and our business, and our long walks on the beach (yep, cliché AND genuine).
🔹️I want our goofy inside jokes, our workouts, and our intimate experiences that are only for the two of us.
🔹️I want YOU
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👉I choose you👈
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↗️ This week has made me want you even more, and I can’t decide if I’m excited by, or fearful of, a deepened desire that hasn’t yet come to pass 😄😅😐🤔
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😏 I want to choose excitement. I do 👍 But….well, let’s just say, thank God (truly) for dear girlfriends 🙏 who’ve spent time praying over me and believing for me when I just can’t quite grasp the full magnificence of God’s promise of 💎YOU💎 in my life.
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When you meet @jmaylove and @sdtammyn, you can thank them 😉
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😃 We’re all excited to meet YOU!
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Loving you already. Wildly and deeply.
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💋 your (future) wife
Dear, Husband (March 30, 2021 edition)
