Zoning out

I don’t even remember this picture being taken ? (Stick with me on this one.)
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Sometimes I get so lost in my own little world that I genuinely and completely click out of reality for a bit. I remember looking down the tunneled walk way, and then …… I came to who-knows-how-long later and clicked back in. I don’t remember what I thought about. I don’t know how long I was “out” for. I just know that those moments can be very “telling” when you come back to reality. I remember being grateful once I realized that I was back. I remember thinking “I’m so glad I don’t have a life I am disappointed to wake up to anymore.” ?? really. I had *that life* for many years and each time I’d zone out, I just remember being so disappointed when I came back to reality because the reality I’d created sucked.
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If that’s you – you consistently wish you could escape your life or start over – then be encouraged! It’s possible to COMPLETELY CHANGE things. One (courageous) step at a time. Start with being grateful for ANYthing you can think of. Say the words “I am grateful for ________” out loud. Start now. Even if it’s one thing. You can do it ?
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